Soul Mates, Twin Flames and other Flames… for Evolving Souls.
My first Near Death Experience was in Oct 1969. My mother was 8 months pregnant with my first sibling, my first brother. I was two and a half. A drunk driver ran a red light and hit the side of the car. My mother remembered a dream she had a few months before the accident while the car accident was occuring. In her dream, I died in the accident. In my memories, I died. I was told that if I died, my mother and brother would die. My mom was in a coma for a few days. I lost my left ear but they sewed it back on. I also have a scar that is finally invisibe.
I have never been afraid of death. I have always been able to astral travel. I had spirit guides from childhood on. I wanted to die. I told all of my high school friends I was going to die in a car accident at age nineteen. I was in a car accident as a passenger and I almost broke my neck. Instead, I had to live. Then, I had join the military. I was injured before being sent to Officer School. I had a majory bone reconstruction surgery and woke while under the knife. I was very upset with the doctors as I almost died. I was telling them off but they could not hear me. I had pneumonia after surgery because I had an allergic and asthmatic reaction to the anesthesia.
After nearly dying more than once while in various surgeries, finally one Anesthesiologist told me, “The longest part of the surgery was getting you to breathe.” I can go to the Light at any time as it became my so called gift. But for all the years
I was afraid of what it meant, what people would think, say and do I had to learn to handle that I am 1) not going to die, 2) not going to not be who I am for what I see, hear, do and know.
I was afraid of what it meant, what people would think, say and do I had to learn to handle that I am 1) not going to die, 2) not going to not be who I am for what I see, hear, do and know. The hardest part about dying is leaving loved ones behind. I was shown in my Life Reviews what it would feel like if I left before my time. When you can feel their pain but they cannot feel you, that is the hardest part. That is why I am alive. I live for those who need my love.
J.
@Jedheart007
#LiveLoveLight
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