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My first Near Death Experience was in Oct 1969. My mother was 8 months pregnant with my first sibling, my first brother. I was two and a half. A drunk driver ran a red light and hit the side of the car. My mother remembered a dream she had a few months before the accident while the car accident was occuring. In her dream, I died in the accident. In my memories, I died. I was told that if I died, my mother and brother would die. My mom was in a coma for a few days. I lost my left ear but they sewed it back on. I also have a scar that is finally invisibe.
I have never been afraid of death. I have always been able to astral travel. I had spirit guides from childhood on. I wanted to die. I told all of my high school friends I was going to die in a car accident at age nineteen. I was in a car accident as a passenger and I almost broke my neck. Instead, I had to live. Then, I had join the military. I was injured before being sent to Officer School. I had a majory bone reconstruction surgery and woke while under the knife. I was very upset with the doctors as I almost died. I was telling them off but they could not hear me. I had pneumonia after surgery because I had an allergic and asthmatic reaction to the anesthesia.
After nearly dying more than once while in various surgeries, finally one Anesthesiologist told me, “The longest part of the surgery was getting you to breathe.” I can go to the Light at any time as it became my so called gift. But for all the yearsHeal the World by Healing My Heart Meme test 01 I was afraid of what it meant, what people would think, say and do I had to learn to handle that I am 1) not going to die, 2) not going to not be who I am for what I see, hear, do and know.
The hardest part about dying is leaving loved ones behind. I was shown in my Life Reviews what it would feel like if I left before my time. When you can feel their pain but they cannot feel you, that is the hardest part. That is why I am alive. I live for those who need my love.
J.
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Debris of my heart
are shattered over my soul
They are sharper than thorns
Furious than a sword
Ahhhh…
My soul is whining
It echoes like a howl
The bleeding never stop
blood fills my lungs
It’s getting harder to breathe
No life inside
But I won’t let you die
My own…
I won’t let you die

Sometimes I feel
That my breath is so heavy
When it gets filled in my lungs
And when I exhale it in the air
It burns my upper lip
Feeling like I am a dragon
Who breathe out flames of fire
It is the moment that the warmth
Inside me gets released
I feel my heart’s getting colder
Colder than an ice berge
I need a breathe of fresh air
So warm and tender
That is strong enough
To melt my frozen heart
And embrace my heart and soul
With care and love
I know it’s only you can bring
Back my lost warmth
You are that warm breath
I need you to warm my heart and soul
until my last day
And on that day
I’ll release you as my last breath
Go in peace my warm breath

My Egyptian Past Life is active again. I have this all of my life since my childhood. Either I became possessed by Tutankhamen or whatever. Last week the vision I had was intense.

I often feel I have been a Pharaoh in Egypt. One woman I dated for only one night in college, circa 1991/2, told me that she saw my face change, looking like the face of the Tutankhamen. In 1980s, I had telepathy, mutual dreams and merged into the Light with my first female partner of 6 years. We have always been telepathic, even after we broke up in 1989. In 2003, I woke being initiated on a stone slab, surrounded by a small group of people and a man with a Staff. He pointed the Staff at my body. White Light came through it like Lightening. My astral body floated above my body while I released thousands of lifetimes.

In 2002, I was invited to attend a small circle of scientists for a presentation given by a visiting Physicist from Jordan. He is a Drew Sufi. After his presentation about the Whirling Dervishes, I met with him. He told me that when I met my Twin Soul, I would travel to the Middle East with my Light Teachings, effectively ending the Ancient Religious Wars. This of course was hard to believe though astounding, humbling and unimaginable all at once. About that time, I met Wallis Budge and his wife in my astral experiences. I was tasked by contract, given a long contract in which I was to retrieve the Ancient Egyptian Teachings of Time Travel. By the end of 2003, I began having experiences of being an Egyptian Priest. I awoke being initiated to release thousands of lifetimes prior to my Egyptian life. I felt as if I was struck by Lightning. I have written elsewhere about the pain I felt, not being able to life myself out of bed with out by my assistant.

In summer 2004, a married woman chased me and asked me to marry her. That day, I was in car not for an affair, she was a client only. However, she picked me up that day. When we are were on the freeway, my astral hand was holding hers so physically palpable. I looked down at my lap and both hands were on me not holding her hand as I felt. I said nothing as I knew that she was attracted to me, and I was not breaking client healer boundaries. However, after the healing, she looked at me and said, after we were downstairs, “I am seeing your as a Pharaoh.” She listed other Past Lives beginning with a Caveman moving through time. That is the day, after that healing, she asked me to marry her. It was an intense day but I was speechless. Never the less, that was the second woman who had seen my face change to a Pharaoh.

I believe that our Souls do Divide. I have merged with Past Partners in the Light. My mother and I agree on our lifetime of Soul Experiences. She was the first one to point this out to me. I did not know what to make of that as she had said that when I was in my 20s in the 1990s. However, after several relationships, I began to understand what she meant. I had been experiencing merging with partners into the Light. My experiences are like Near Death Experiences but with partners. I began to formulate that we have Soul Flames we merge with before our final Twin Flame.

Yes, I do believe Souls have Lifetimes and that our Souls grow through stages through Lifetimes of Soul Lessons. At some point, after accumulating Soul Lessons, we complete Soul Maturation and begin to understand the Immortality of our Soul. I am stating this from my experiences of being a Being of Light, given the Summary of my Soul’s Lifetimes, my Soul name and meeting hundreds of Light Beings who are in my Soul Group in 1993. I am stating this from experience, not conjecture, not reading books, not fantasy. My dreams and visions have been tested even by scientists in the field of parapsychology, many years ago.

During the first week of May 2017, I had an intense vision.

May 03, 2017
A vision opened up to me. I saw a long corridor where hundreds of men were using some kind of hand tools to break up the sides of the rock walls. It was like they were building a corridor. I could see the sun at the end of the long corridor.

All of the men bowed in front of me. I could see the back of the heads who I felt as my self and partner as if we are King and Queen in some ancient dynasty.
May 08, 2017
During the past week, I had an intense vision. A close friend sent me some images she found that fit the description of my vision. I was amazed. I had never seen those images before the last few days.

That vision opened me to the potential of your power as a soul. I was opening to what it could mean if you opened to you power the way I am open to mine. I never told anyone what I saw precisely to anyone but one close friend. I saw us both emanating Luminous Light while the workers working were entirely normal human. The workers all laid down, face forward, prostrating on the ground as in worship and honor. There was a long corridor and there was Light at the end. That means to me that the Light Beings were giving me this 3 dimensional, full color, vivid, life like vision of a scene in a past life. I was in awe and shock.

My shock opened me to meditate further on the meaning. Am I almost there? Is this the One? If not then who is the One? Uncertainty is a quandary, I am experiencing.

Namaste,

Jedhi