So much has happened! How to articulate and record, or even understand the drive to do so?

My heart, mind and soul are running over with information and and me, myself? I am once again feeling lost, cut-off, set adrift and very far from the home I’ve yearned and called and searched for all this life. All this life.

At times, I feel such raw desperation, a sadness and grief of such magnitude, it is all I can do just to breathe and remain present in this body. I wonder if I am dying again, or being born or am I giving birth? I feel all these things and more and at times like these, I am being all at once and I feel desperately alone.

The aloneness is loaded with a subtle cry for ‘Other’. For the loving and all-encompassing presence of the One known to my heart and soul and God-Self. This call has returned today.

There is a vast library, several, stored within the multi-faceted Being, I call ‘Me’. There are memories of mind, life, transgenerational stories and patterns and further myriad information stored within my DNA from other lifetimes, realms and going by what I have personally and directly seen and experienced – Other planets, star systems and Universes, too.

All of this mind-blowing, almost unbelievable energy, in all these different forms, accessible both to me and through me – but what on earth for?

I am seeking to finally bring together equally, my deepest questions, yearnings, knowings, and my most authentic Beingness and share it with those who may find their own answers, peace, joy and light through my giving of my deepest and highest Self, this way.

I have always sought to love, care, serve, share, heal, uplift, restore balance and harmony.

I have met, experienced, given and received hatred, violence, anger, greed, selfishness, self-centredness, harm, abuse, great unbalance, conflict and disharmony along my way.

I have gotten to experience the ‘darker’ side of this human existence, quite fully and the depths of the caverns carved into my soul by the pain, hurt and devastation are easily, fully and beautifully filled with their equal and opposite counterparts in light, creating a wholeness and fullness to my experience.