Soul Mates, Twin Flames and other Flames… for Evolving Souls.
I am bringing this issue up for others to meditate on. How you feel and sense soul gender will be individual because we are all unique. It has bothered me greatly that the spiritual communities are still talking about male and female polarity, energies as masculine and feminine as if they are explaining anything deep or esoteric. That language is meaningless. I feel that we need to define our receptivity as a spectrum of sensitive polarities.
We all know that we have male and female so called qualities yet we are hard-pressed to list those qualities. Everyone is entitled to be angry. Any gender can be aggressive. Aggressive is neither male nor female. Receptivity is neither female or male when it comes to pure love. We all have rights to have our own unique emotional make-up and express them. The old school male-female models lack freedom of expression. I feel we need to explore new ways of expressing how perceptive and receptive we are in various forms of expression. Our views of expression need to synchronize with our spectrum of emotional expressions. Our language needs to be flexible to accommodate shifts in our awareness of self and other.
A lot of us also change polarity with partners. One partner, we might be more magnetic in negative polarity while the other is positive. For instance, one may initiate activities such as sex while the other is receptive to sex. Yet with another partner altogether, we might be entirely the opposite. Or, a relationship may express a range of shifts and alternating changes in polarity between partners. It is as if the soul to soul relationship itself has its own yin yang polarity.
I feel that this ideal of male-female energy dynamics is quite limiting. Limitations are not only about sex but about all qualities of life. One partner might be shy in a certain group of people and gregarious in another group of people while the other partner is the opposite. One partner may be express emotions in words while the other expresses emotions with physical gestures. No expression of sentience is either male or female. The ancient civilizations were based on ideals of isolating polarities in nature. The ancient gods and goddesses represented male and female polarities which gave meaning to the order of objects and circumstance-order from the chaos. However, there are references to sexuality which defies polarity.
Sexuality itself has its own gods and goddesses and some those are androgynous. I feel that this male-female role playing is so over-emphasized that it really places a lot of pressure back into the same old role models. That is a backwards step for humankind not forward evolution. Indigenous tribes such as Native Americans describe same-sex mated souls as Double Souls. We will revisit other ancient and indigenous terminology over the course of time. For now, suffice to say, itself was an ideal which the Ancient Greek Philosophers discussed openly and left remnants of their teachings on soul and gender. For home work, read: The Symposium: and, The Phaedrus; Plato’s erotic dialogues. Translated and with introduction and commentaries by William S. Cobb. Albany: State University of New York Press. 1993. ISBN 978-0-7914-1617-4.
I take these things seriously because in the future, when I write about these issues to leave what I learn behind, I would like to open people’s minds to other ways of expressing gender vs. limiting them. The spiritual world needs to catch up to gender as non-role playing issues so we can all evolve on this planet and end the war of being our soul selves.
Please make comments about this issue when you feel you can do it. This issue is one that needs addressing as a spiritual community.
Namaste
Jedhi
Dear Genie,
You know who you are and we both know what we know about each other. That is nice. It is just hard to know what is going on when it is going on some times. Emotions projecting old memory patterns protecting the eyes from seeing and ears from hearing seems to feel more real at times.
Meanings behind meanings are not necessarily what they …are intended to mean nor what they mean when seen and heard. While other meanings are seen and heard as meant to be intended. Aft…er all, meanings shift and change when all the emotions shift and change. Leaving, doubt or no doubt, whichever is the most felt.
Knowing and feeling can be two separate paths or can be one and the same. Though when they diverge, knowing and feeling can both enter a maze. Through the maze are many tunnels, leading to many dreams. Each dream may lead to yet another dream even other dreams. Dreams may be in the past. Dreams may be in the future. Dreams may be about other dreams or dreams which never existed or dreams which repeat.
You know it is hard dreaming all the dreams that you can dream about your dreams. Being in the maze following the paths which lead to many tunnels, if you meet any one who can wake up and wake you up is it really luck?
You know if you awaken and you know when you are asleep, maybe. Maybe this is another dream within a dream. Maybe this is a dream within which you can awaken. Maybe in this dream, you can dream the dreams you wish to dream, maybe. Maybe you can dream the dream. Maybe your dream can dream the dreamer. Maybe the dreamer dreams you dreaming.
You know what I mean when you know what I mean and I know what you mean when I know too. That is nice. When we are dreaming the same dream we know we are dreaming the same meaning. When we are not dreaming the same dream, we are dreaming other dreams. Maybe that is nice. Maybe it is not so nice whichever is most felt.
You know I know you know what I mean when I know you know what I mean. I know you say what you mean to mean even when you do not say what you mean. That is nice. Dream on dreaming the dreamer. Dream the dreamer awake in the dream. Maybe you can awaken the dreamer who dreams you awake.
Genie
Soul Flames
Soul Flames is a third point of view which has derived from decades of studying metaphysics, philosophy, world religion, experiences of clients and students, comparing and contrasting my own experiences against the traditional literature and other healers, psychics and private persons. I will also mention that besides my own life time of Light Body Experiences, Light Teachings given to my Light Being in the Light Realms, I also graduated cum laude, with honors, as Philosophy major in college. I realized modern scholastics had nothing to offer to me beyond the Bachelor of Arts degree. I began working with clients and students as well as relationship partners. My Master and Ph.D. Degrees are in spiritual relationships with real people. That said, the Soul Flame concept arises from decades of spiritual, psychic experiences I studied from every possible means of understanding from being human to being made of Luminous Light. I feel that this concept is the missing link to our personal and relationship evolution.
The thesis of Soul Flame is based on the facts about how we derive the Soul Mate and Twin Soul or Twin Flame concepts which became beliefs. First, these teachings come from archeology findings from Ancient Egypt, Greece and India primarily. The issues that I raise becomes clear when we examine the history of the findings. The Ancient civilizations were destroyed by wars. The Library of Alexandria in Egypt was the database for all known knowledge in the form of scrolls. For instance, it was known that the earth was round. Carl Segan did a televised segment on that known fact decades ago.
Science as we know it derives from Sir Francis Bacon who was a Jesuit Order Philosophy Professor of a university teachings Natural Magic, Alchemy, Astrology and Medicine. The Scientific Method was introduced by Sir Francis Bacon in an effort to rectify the means of testing philosophical Theory. It was known that certain theories were logically plausible on written paper but did not work out in reality testing. A case in point was the theories for calculating the trajectories of cannon balls. The cannons were not performing as described by the theories of the time. In order to perform for the Kings and Queens of the Empires, the Philosophers had to learn how to test their theories. That methodology evolved into the Renaissance Era and to Modern Science as a premiere and prized occupation. From the beginning of Science, scientists worked for the military and industrial revolutions.
That being said, practical theory for our souls begin with our own life experiences. We learn lessons based on testing our beliefs against what we learn from our own experiences. Soul Mate and Twin Soul or Flame teachings primarily derive from the Ancient School of Plato, The Platonic Academy. However, the Temple of Delphi where the Priestesses of Greece resided was destroyed. We have no teachings from the school which is of the feminine order of ancient knowledge. We can also assume that those teachings would also be secret and hidden as it was a sacred temple. Those are two examples of where Soul Mate and Twin Soul/Flame theory and concepts arose. However, those are only two examples of from the Ancients. We only know what has been translated, maintained, protected from the Jesuit Order within the Catholic Church and archeology findings which became protected by scientists. In both cases, there has been a conspiracy to hide or destroy any evidence of knowledge which did not suit the Catholic Church, Royalty and later the Industrialist elite.
A good example of that conspiracy is the omission on non-heterosexual knowledge. The Greek Philosophers such as Socrates were known to be bi-sexual or homosexual. Socrates had many male, young male, lovers. That was discussed openly with other Philosophers and is historically documented. The Senators of Greece were students of the Philosophers. To be a student, a male was most likely the younger lover of his teacher. The parents all knew that. It was fashionable. Those males often took a wife only to have children. An entire civilization wherein which homosexuality is part of the echelons of soul and spiritual knowledge has been nearly obliterated from modern scholastics. From this sample of historical example, we can safely assume that most of the knowledge about non-heterosexuality has been omitted from history and religion. Acknowledging the limits of knowledge which our current civilizations have evolved, we can depart from the limitations of the traditional Soul Mate and Twin Soul/Flame teachings based on the mere fact that they are incomplete. Hence, introducing Soul Flames allows a spiritual freedom to explore Soul based relationships using the Scientific Methods of testing our old belief systems and opening our mind to evolving beyond our mental limits.
In my experiences, my Soul Flame relationships contain the elements of both the described Soul Mate relationships and Twin Soul/Flame relationships. I have stated before that only two of my personal relationships met the Twin Flame descriptions. Yet, one of the requirements is that a soul is only supposed to have one Soul Flame. If there are two meeting those requirements, then that poses a conflict. I was conflicted for decades. The middle ground is the create a concept which includes elements for both.
One of the required elements for Twin Souls / Flames is that both know their Life Purpose or that each triggers the knowledge of their Life Purpose from the ignition of the Soul Flame memory in each other. My first Soul Flame met that requirement. Our Soul Flames met in the Light Realms. Yet, we never became a couple nor did we ever have sex in the flesh. We were in love but it was unrequited. The second Soul Flame met the requirements of being merged in our Gold Light, Soul Flame bodies but only from the waist down and she has never evolved to know her Life Purpose though our relationship did awaken her to her spirituality. From those two opposite experiences, I can derive a conclusion that Soul Flames may meet only some of the Twin Soul requirements and surpass all of the Soul Mate described requirements. Thus, a Soul Flame has the potential of becoming a Twin Soul / Flame but there is no guarantee. It is sort of like being a semi-professional artist, musician, athlete, etc. You are almost there at the top of your art and skill but not quite. At least in soul evolution there is actually no race. Every thing you attain is after all is said and done, personal.
The adage that the more you are aware the less you know is not completely true. The truth is that the more you know, the more you let go of, the more aware and psychic you become. At a certain point, you have faith as you are guided by a higher awareness of knowing. At that point, thinking does not give you an advantage. Letting go of thinking gives you the advantage. Your Soul Flame is the person, the soul, the being who reflects your awareness of being a spiritual soul based person back to you. S/he will know you in ways that which mirror who you are in reality. An evolved Soul Flame perfects your soul as his or her love allows you to accept your Divinity as well as releasing beliefs which no longer serve you. Accepting the love, unconditional love, from a Soul Flame is the most healing experience as it also reflects accepting love from our own Light mirrored by theirs. This is a powerful relationship which needs to be realized as a spiritual experience, a sacred relationship experience. Evolving beyond the beliefs which were incomplete for centuries and even thousands of years, we can transcend our one to one soul based relationships and evolve personally and as global citizens. Our birthright is to accept our selves and love those who love us. There is no higher calling.
Jedhi
When I was a child, my grandfather would often remind me, “Think with your heart honey.” It was a constant teaching. Due to that, it was easy for me to play sports and feel in the flow and play music in the flow. I was so fortunate that although I never thought about the word lesbian or gay or homosexual as a youth, I freely felt my heart and fell in love with my first partner. After that relationship, after more than six years, I fell apart. My world fell apart and my heart was broken. It took me some years to heal. At least I had a meditation practice and spiritual basis of experience. Before and after my first true love, I always had an inner voice guiding me. Yet, I did not always follow my inner voice. I often argued with my inner voice. I noticed when I did not follow my inner voice, bad things often happened vs. the good things.
While healing from a surgery and my break up, I began having life reviews and visions. I went through intense life reviews for some years. During times when I was seeing visions and hearing voices, I would also go through intense amounts of pain. I had come up with a super simple helpful and healing meditation practice: touch my heart with the palm of one hand and hold my heart. It sounds simple but the heart needs a feedback loop. I started sleeping with a cat to hold my heart space for years. That also worked. Holding a hand to the heart is the quickest means of connecting with one’s heart and it calms the heart.
I am bringing up an issue which is very confusing about the intelligence of the heart. The heart accesses all of the blood cells of the body. Memories are contained in the cells of the body. Body workers, Energy Body workers and other healers know this from experience. Scientists who have worked with memory know this. The DNA can actually hold mp3 music and be played back from DNA. A future technology will use DNA. As you can imagine, using DNA is an ethical issue yet as science does, it proves to us what is true and false. Our DNA holds memory. Our heart processes all the blood in our body. The blood in modern Medicine is considered the largest organ in our body. The blood is made in the bone marrow and then circulates throughout our body. The blood carries the stem cells which our body uses to heal our cells. In my grandfather’s ancient teachings which has been passed down from generation to generation in an unbroken bloodline, blood is where our spirit resides. I was trained to think with my heart from childhood as central teaching of being a family, clan, and tribal member-a member of a social group, society. Our heart connects us with those we love.
When the heart is activated, the heart releases the memory of the body, the memory of the soul. The memory emerges in dreams, visions, voices, other senses such as smell and touch. In my experience, when my heart is activated, I have to keep monitoring every sensation, emotion, feeling, memory, imaging, sounds, every bit of information I receive when my heart is in pain. Then, I meditate on those sensations and memories and sort out what they mean in the context of my entire life. However, one point I want to share is this: while being in heart pain, and while opening to the memories, I am in total confusion. I only know I am in the middle of my heart processing. I am sharing this because every one seems to be confused when they are attracted to another woman. Again and again, the confusion seems to lead to a lot of pain. And, if a woman does not realize her own processes, this process can become overwhelming, cause hiding, running and fear of intimacy. So, I am sharing my experience here as the clearest example of how to understand what it feels like when the heart is communicating deep core soul information and that when the heart is communicating, it feels like confusion until the confusion is cleared and the heart feels no pain. Words and sentences are not natural. There are not letters which form in nature. Our heart is the core of our Life Force. Our heart connects us all to the Greater Good, the All That Is, Oneness, the Source, God. In the ancient Egyptian Heiroglyphs the heart is weighed against a feather.
Namaste
Jedhi
Soulmates, Twin Flames, and other Flames
I had been working on my soulmate issues for some odd twenty plus years. Sound familiar? I have astral traveling since i was a child. Given that, in high school, I was aware of my attractions to potential partners. I had an inner voice give me information about my attractions. Although falling in love with another female threw me for a loop. I did understand my senses and did not know what hit me for about six months. But, once i got it, I got it.
That said, since that time, I have been able to astral detect an oncoming soulmate. That was my old status prior to the last ten years. I have had more than one experience of merging in the astral with a partner. There are differences in those experiences.
Over the last twenty years, several astral women have entered my dreams to have sex with me. I was in a relationship for more than half that time. I did not know those women, except for two or three. One I met after first meeting her in the astral. I experienced her as my wife in the Wild West. I met her days later and recognized her. She also recognized me as a soul mate at that same time. The other woman had done an apprenticeship with man who apprenticed with an Indigenous Shaman: she entered my astral to seduce me. I felt her astral hand and my astral hand holding hands as if we were holding hands physically when we met in person one day. I did however put at end to that attraction when I realized that 1)she was a real person who was 2)and, married. I know that a soulmate will be attracted to me in the astral. I knew that we can meet each other in this realm after an encounter in the astral. But, now I know that women who are not appropriate for me can also enter my astral and seduce me. This is a real issue. One must become aware of seduction in the astral and learn to handle those experiences.
Dilemma: yet, now that you know all that, how are you going to choose a partner?
Research: reading about the soulmate and twin flame materials are not always helpful. The materials are not clear enough. There is a limiting factorization of male-female polarity which dominates those materials. I have been making notes on all the issues which I feel are incorrect for years. For instance, there are the teachings that two souls are born from the beginning and separate. Well, I have been studying the egyptian teachings from some authors from egypt, and from those the male-female twin soul is within the same soul, not two separate souls. I like how Shirely Maclaine had her spiritual recall of her twin soul separating into two souls. It is not totally contradictory. Yet, I do not like many of the versions of soulmate and twin flames materials. I feel and think we need to have discussions about our soulmate, twin flame relationships as a community.
Experiences of flame: In 1992, I dated another woman I met at a Halloween party. After we dated for a month, I began having past life dreams with her. And, then I experienced our Light Beings meeting each other in Realm of Light. Our Beings of Light gave each other a briefing of the lessons we were learning from each other as souls. We never became partners. In 1993, I met hundreds of Light Beings who I immediately understood as my Soul Group while in the Light Realms as a Being of Light. I also have had the experience of making love to my former same sex partner in our light bodies in 1998. It was like we were two bodies made of flames merging from the waist down. We were melting into each other with intense passion.
Hypothesis: I cannot believe that all the varieties of psychic, astral and Light experiences are set up for me to be tortured by relationships which cannot manifest as a committed life partnership. I cannot believe that my former partner whom I partially merged with in our Gold Flame bodies is the only soul I can have the kind of merging which describes a twin flame relationship. Having met two Beings of Light beings who altered my views of reality of love, sacrifice and relationship is a sign to me that I still have a Twin Flame and we have not met yet. From my lifetime of romantic experiences in the astral and the Light Realms, I have to believe that becoming a Light Being with another causes the Flame relationship to emerge and that we can evolve as Light Beings toward Merging if we are on the same spiritual path. So far, my previous Light Being Flame Mates were not on the same spiritual path with me.
Summary: my project for over a decade now has been to compare and contrast my own experiences with other Light Beings–other people who are on a spiritual path. I consider this evolving work. And, I consider the evolution of souls on the planet is also evolutionary in spirit.
Jedhi
My mother nicknamed me Jedhi after we had been to the movie theater when Star Wars first came out. However, my mother had already had her Light Being step outside of he body when I was a baby-late 1960s. Her Light Being told her the meaning of her life– my Mother’s Life Purpose. When I was a child being interracial and bullied on the play ground, my mother taught me how to use my Light to protect and defend my self. Besides that I had spiritual mentors in my family and spirit guides at night.
I used Jedhi as my nickname in circles of friends in my private life. However, in 2005, I began writing about my life long experiences on my Twin Flame Journey. At first this was for friends only. Yet, over time, I discovered I had a following by women around he world in the lesbian community. In May 2014, I had requested my Light Being to guide me to the One. My kundalini was activated and I was drawing souls to me. I began to heal other women in an astral realm. This setting was in a gymnasium. My Light Being has been initiating women, mostly professional healers and psychics for years to Ancient Priest/esshoods, especially Egypt and Delphi.
Jed derived from Jedhi which is another spelling for the Ancient Eygptian Djed-the Column of the Soul. This Column of Light holds our Soul Lessons we are working on. Heart comes from my father’s father’s tribal teachings. These teachings are Primal Indigenous of the Philippines. Jed Heart bridges the Ancient Shamanic Astral Teachings with the Astral Primal Teachings I was trained in from childhood. My memories of Egypt and Incan lifetimes began as early as three years old. I recall choosing my mother before I was born. My first Near Death Experience, my mother precognitively dream a few month before a near fatal car accident in 1969 when I was two years old. I am a lineage holder in a Primal Shamanic Ancestral bloodline. I was born interracial to Bridge the Ancient Light Teachings with Shamanism for the Modern World of Healers, Psychics, Mediums and Spiritual Teachers. I have done that half of my life.
By summer of 2014, it became clear I was being guided to prepare Souls to meet their Twin Flames in the Astral Realms. Being I was being guided, I had to learn to understand my role in this movement. For the first few years, I was only working with other LGBT. We needed our own community for safety and security away from verbal, emotional, physical, psychic attacks from the constant barrge from the religious community. In 2016, it became clear that we had passed the threshold for needing protection and privacy. Our safety and security in numbers had been growing as well as the support of the other Twin Flame leaders.
In our Cherokee Teachings, I was always accepted by my Cherokee relatives. This particular set of teachings about Double Souls has opened the way for genderless roles in relationship. That included relationship between Males and Females who are on the path to experience their own Androgynous Light Beings.
The intent of Jed Heart is to Cross All Bridges from All Lifetimes to the Light Realms as Light Beings in Relationship vs Sole Journey Alone. We can be Human and Divine. We do not need religion to Heal Our Sins. We Need Love and Light and Each Other.
Guided by Light
Jed Heart is a continuum of Light Body Teachings which evolved throughout my lifetime. Jed is short for Jedhi which comes from the ancient Egyptian word Djed from the Book of the Papyrus of Ani first translated by E. A. Budge and published as The Book of the Dead. This work acknowledges all of the Indigenous Peoples of the world-past, present and future.
In December 2003, I began to dream about Egypt. One of my dreams, I met E. A. Budge and his partner. I was given a contract to travel back into the past to retrieve ancient knowledge about space and time travel. I had been initiated by my own grandfather into ancient tribal pratices of astral travel and lucid dreaming by my another elder in my family. I had been astral traveling since I was two years old which I can remember. I had spirit guides throughout my childhood. I had several guides through time. In the first few months of 2004, I began to have dream memories of being initiated into an ancient knowledge of Light Beings. I experienced that initiation as being struck by a powerful light which felt as if I was struck by lightning, a force of nature. From that experience began other experiences which led me on a journey to discover other souls who were also recovering memories from ancient temples and lifetmes in Egypt. I was guided to a book in a used book store which I found and revealed the meaning of Djed-the Pillar of Light, the Immortal Light of the Soul.
In 2005, one of my close spiritual friends had the vision that I would network with women around the world to coordinate Light Beings in an international network. Over time, I wrote several articles which were written anonymously yet posted freely on the internet. From that time, I have had the pleasure of connecting with spiritual souls who awakened to the intention of awakening other Light Beings on the path to remembering Oneness within Source.
I am not the only soul who is being guided by Light, here or on this planet. I know that other souls are often afraid of opening up about this experience. The world religions and skeptics often offer up personal attacks, criticism and judgment. However, there is plenty of scientific evidence which has been accumulated for over one hundred years. I will not debate with anyone who has not done their homework. I will spiritually support souls who have done their homework with all of the will power of my being. World religions and skeptics are often the first to attack any woman, any one, who has experiences with the Light. To scare people, the story of Lucifer as the Light Being who went up against God was created to prevent people from accessing their own Light using fear tactics. When that was not working, the fear mongers used science. Science originated from spiritual practices. Yet, the world does not know that because science over time divorced themselves from their history.
The Light is not light like the sun or moon. The Light can be seen externally yet the essence of the Light is soft and has a consistently which floats in the atmosphere. It is more gaseous or ethereal than the spectrum of light. You can feel the Light as well as see it. The senses we use to attune to the light are no our eyes and yet we can see it. It is like the sense of smell. We cannot see what we smell in the air but we do indeed smell it. We have a sense which senses the Light. No scientist can discover it because it is a rare scientist who can sense it. And, when a scientist can sense it, they would need a grant study to afford to design and build equipment which could sense it to measure it. We live in a world where there is no money going towards our spiritual evolution. The forces of controlling the world by chaos-fear and anxiety are too invested in creating pain and suffering. That leaves those of us who can sense the Light as the means of sharing how we sense and feel with others so that souls on our planet do not lose this sense from our ancient memories.
When I can let go of my sense of being my self as a person, I can collapse into a tiny point of Light. As a point of Light, the I that I am can travel through space, time and space and time. I mean, I can shift my perceptive point of Light from my physical body orientation to orient my spark of Light to see outside of myself, pass through walls, travel to other spaces, places. And, in time, I can pass through time into the past and into the future. In time and space, I can do both at the same time. I can travel from my personal sense of being a self to the impersonal sense of being someone else. I.e.; I can have other people’s memories. The first time I experienced seeing a Being of Light was when I was a baby. As an adult in my mid-twenties, I experienced myself as a Being of Light. In Light Realms, I was given my Light Body Name and Soul Purpose. From the experiences as a Being of Light, teachings from Light Beings,I have been working towards opening the Light to those who are guided to me.
Jed Heart has no interest in followers, worshippers nor following any religion. Experience and scientific methodology has always been my spiritual path and practice. Light Beings who are drawn to Jed Heart are evolving toward discovering the means by which we enter our Light Beings through releasing deep core soul memories and shifting into accepting our soul memories of Being in the Light, Being Beings of Light, being among Beings of Light, our Soul Groups. Jed Heart is guide to the way to being One with Source, one of the many ways never the less one a lucid and powerful means of direct connection with Source through opening the Light of the soul-the Djed.
Namaste
Jedhi