Soul Mates, Twin Flames and other Flames… for Evolving Souls.
(The Gift – movie with Cate Blanchet, 2000.)
This is very much how I experience reality. Except, I actually talk to other people. I can prevent rapes and murders as well as save lives in other ways. I have been saving lives since I was in college. I was always psychic and had spirit guides since early childhood. I was injured in the military and had my near death experience under anesthesia for surgery. After that, I could no longer turn off my abilities. I had to learn to not only live with them but to aid,help and heal other souls, people. That is what I have been doing for tweny five years.
My first Near Death Experience was in 1969. My mother had a dream that I was killed in an automobile accident. While we were passengers in a car, my mother’s cousin driving, a drunk driver ran a red light. My mother recalled the dream instantly, broke my flight into the windshield. She sustained a coma for a few days, broke both legs, broke lumbar vertebra, cracker her forehead and almost died. I was out of body, watching the ambulance take my mother’s body out of the wreckage. I was told that I had to live so that my mother would have a reason to live. My mother was pregnant with my first sibling. He was born within a month later. Of course if my mother died, he would have died.
All of my childhood, I had spirit guides. My father’s father had introduced me to our ancestors when I was two years old. I had regular astral experiences and teachings. My first partner was also part Native American as I am. She had dreams with her mother and sister growing up. So, we had astral experiences with each other, including merging into the Light.
I have been astral and psychic my entire life. I recall choosing my mother in the sixties. I had and have regular visitations by people who have died. Many times, in my early twenties, I would be in a social situation and a deceased astral being would communicate through me. Often, I was saying things that did not make sense to me but made sense to someone else. I had to learn to handle this state of being. That meant, I had to meditate and handle being in control of my own mind, my thoughts as well as feelings and emotions. It was overwhelming to hear, see and feel spirits. Yet, learning to discipline my self and will power enabled me to handle my abilities throughout the rest of my adult life.
H0wever, because of being ultra sensitive, extrasensitive, I had always written in journals since high school. Though I do not keep those journals over time, I began typing them out to write books. I see visions which are color and three dimensional. I hear voices – male and female. In the astral, I have conversations with astral beings. I have been waking people up in the astral since I was in college. I began training groups in the mid-1990s.
I often say, as many psychics say, “It is a blessing and a curse.” Not everyone can handle the extrasensory experiences. Many people escape in many ways-drugs and religion even science. Keeping their minds busy, they avoid and ignore their own extrasensory senses. However, when I was a child my mother used to say, “If you do not pay attention and listen to your guidance, bad things will happen.” Sure enough, bad things happened. I almost tied more than once before I let go of avoiding and ignoring my guidance. I became a teacher because of the importance of extrasensory perception and experience is of great value, even actually our survival depends upon our senses and extrasensory senses. I would not be alive without them today. Neither would a lot of people, many I know as I have saved their lives whether they know it or not. I am not bragging. People need to learn that these gifts are real, valuable and can save lives.
Namaste,
Jedhi
I have been having a lot of powerful flying dreams in the last year. Last night, I was showing off my flying skills. I was demonstrating how to avoid a major storm system. When I went to sleep, I had felt I wanted to discuss issues about relationship, power and handling powe with a partner. I wanted to discuss the core issues that are incorrect about current teachings in the Twin Flames movement. I began the Jed Heart Project to open up my own personal life experiences as a Light Being.
For yars, I had trained groups of an average of seven people to dream together, learning and practicing astral skill sets. I know by experience of dreaming with people around the world since my mid-twenties which is around twenty five years, that the most common misconception about Twin Flame relationship is telepathy. My first relationship began when I was sixteen. That relationship validated spiritual teachings I had received throughout my childhood. We had mutual dreams and were telepathic. And, we both merged as astral beings in the Light in the last year we were together. We both did a tremendous amount of inner work for several years as friends. When you love someone unconditionally, you may not need to be with them to love them. You can still maintain soul work at a distance. We learned how to process our emotions seperately without being sexually intimate.
That opened me to being abe to handle more intimacy. I went to college while I was working. But when I transfered to the University, I attended full time. At that time, after my partnership ended, I began meeting Soul Mates. I was surrounded by a group of friends and learned that I could dream with them. They were confused by this fact. It was intense for me to navigate layers of intimacy with friends who I was not attracted to be lovers. And, that perplexed some of my Soul Mates. On their end, they experienced this intimacy as meaning it is a relationship as in love relationship. So, for me, I already had mutual dreams and telepathy with my group of Soul Mates in college over twenty years ago.
I developed workshops to train small groups of people to handle the intense intimacy of group mind, mutual dreaming. I was guided to design and develop workshops to bring out ancient tribal teachings. In our modern world, people had become estranged to their own extrasensory perceptions. And, for those of us Extra Sensitives and Ultra Sensitives, we were living in an underground bubblle of communicating with each other through various groups. The Spiritualist Groups was a main source of meeting other people who had various so called gifts. As part of my childhood, I was introduced into Spiritualist Groups around the age of twelve. That was a formal means of stepping up into becoming an adult Ultra Sensitive in the 70s. However, my teachings from my guides were outside the Box-every box. As many of the teachers at the time, I traveled to people’s homes and tauught private workshops. Later, I scheduled workshops and needed to rent space. Over time, I was travelin up to 35 weekends a month-performing heaings, giving presentations, working one on one and in group My life was dominated by my schedule. My schedule was exhausting.
Every spiritual teacher who anyone has heard about or never heard about goes through his mmissionary phase of experience. People crave spiritual awakening, guidance, mentorship and training. our world had become bankrupt from ancestors being persecuted, tortured and killed for neary two millenium. In ancient and primordial times, one group could over take another group of people by assassinating the powerrful leaders, elders and women of a clan or tribe. Over time, the abilities to protect elders and women became a primary goal in order to protect the natural intelligence of a group-clan or tribe. Creating new ways to inovate astral skills was a primary task of Spiritual Warriors of both male and females. I am such a product of an ancient blood line. And, that means, I had to learn astral skill sets which can alleviate an oppsoing force such as storm system. The power of dreams is not merely in dreaming or in sleep. The power comes from our astral connection to Source. Without that connection there is only illusions and delusions.
Understanding how to compare and contrast the variations of dreams, dream skill sets are required. Those skill sets can predicate fate and destiny. Without those skills, only wishful thinking can occur. And, that is where we are in our World Wide Spiritual Movement. We are in need of leaders and healers with intense intentional skill sets. I had hoped to find my own mate when i had opened to accepting a partner. The skill set I have must be matched and synchronized wtih a partner. I have an affinity to work within Soul Groups. I can work with many groups and attune to them in order to train them. However to work with a partner, I need to be attuned to my partner just as animals are attuned. I need to be so synchronized that it feels like we are moving as One in Two Bodies. I understand the requirements. I understand the intimacy. I also understand that a Mutual Vision of Purrpose needs to arise in order for synchronization of teachings, healing and other skills sets.
Not everyone is going to be a healer and teacher in the world at large. That is a great task to take on clients and students around the world. To give a picture of what is required to be a World Renown Spiritual Healer and Teacher, take a microcosmic snapshot of handling closer relationships. All of the closer Soul Group relationships must be evolving. All of the work we do within our closer Soul Groups, we must continue to do while we are expanding into other Soul Groups. Otherwise, we become emotionally distant those those we love the most. That is an inherant danger. We do not need to become solitary spiritual yogis to evolve. Those on the path of spiritual evolution must also be resolving Soul Mate, Soul Group evolution prior to Twin Soul and Twin Flame relationships. All of the relationships must reflect a pattern of evolving. That does not mean any one person or group is perfect beyond human impertection. We are not faceted diamonds. We are not solid geometric forms. We are evolving, transforming, moving sentient beings with anima-Life Force.
Personally, I keep moving through my own evolution of relationships with family and friends. To be very candid, I have former love relationships just like many other people in the world. However, my relationships are based on a continuum. I have had mutual dreams with Soul Mates who are past partners. When there is an issue that I am working on deeply in my Soul Work, I may have a dream with a past partner. Some of my past partners share dreams openly with me at times. I share some of my dreams with past partners if there is a need. I am being very candid about this fact. To make space and time for partner, I have meditated on discerning the difference between a Soul Mate, Soul Flame and Twin Flame.
I can only imagine that my Twin Flame will take on the power of handling a scale of healing, teaching and being in the Light with me as an equal mate. What that would look like for myself and partner, I had left that blank. I had left public work in order to continue writing to support Light Teachings. Life circumstances brought me head on with the facts of life. I had to handle the deaths of family members, move three hours north of my old home base, transition out of relationship, and then ground my life again. I spent a lot of inner work processing relationship and family issues. I was coming back to layers of my self, working from reflecting on childhood memores, then teen-age, working my way to present time. I am so glad I finally hit that by last fall. I made full circle.
In the Ancient Greek teachings on Twin Souls, it is stated that we learn through our Soul Mate relationships and then we arrive at a point where we have accumulated Soul Knolwedge. At this point, we lose interest in Soul Mates. It is a natural transition for those Souls who have been evolving. The Platonic School was a school of deep thought and self-reflection. Know Thy Self is the motto. So, it is those Souls who Self-Reflect who arrive at losing interest in Soul Mates. And, at that point their only attraction is to complete the cycle of learning with a Twin Soul. In the Platonic School, it was said that the Soul evolved for 2000 years before arriving at the last life time. When I experienced being given my Soul Name and Light Body Purpose, I was given the summary of All my Past Lifetimes. In that message, the Entire Summary of the Meaning of All My Past Lifetimes meant that I had been a Spiritual Healer and Teacher many times and I was being awakened to remember my ongoing mission as a Spiritual Teacher.
In this Life, I was to take out a set of Light Teachings to the World. That was intense and overwhelming for me. Since that time, I had to learn to handle more and more enerrgy in the astral. I had to handle periods of releasing all kinds of internal emotonal and mental patterns. I had to let go of other people projecting onto me. I had to let go of what others felt and thought about me. I had to learn keep my heart open and yet not feel personal about other people’s personal issues. I had to accept that my life is not one that is my own in the sense of feeling that I was sought in dreams and daily life. I retreated into my private world, intending to have a family life after all and share my life with my close circles of friends and family. Two years ago, it became clear to me that the world was ready for understanding what I know. I had been preparing to handle a partner and maintain a private life in order to prepare for a public life. Knowing and sensing that my natural partner would do this on her own without me knowing or helping in any way, I have kept that part of my life open to processing changes I needed to make and intimacy I would need to cultivate.
Being that I am communicating with Soul Groups, the issues would be vast. For instance, when I worked with one of my partners, we did healing and teachings together. During our travels and work with individuals and groups, we were constantly faced with deeper layerrs of Soul Group memories and emotional materials. For instance we were working with a group. One member of the group had come to us both to tell us about her partnership issues. We both discussed what she was telling us each in the astral. I had to take her aside and let her know that her astral being had been communicating her relationship problems with both of us. On other occasions, we both had simulatenous past life memories with variious clients and students. One of the prevalent past llfetimes was Ancient Egypt. One year, I began having clients, students have memories of being a Caveman. I also had memories of being a Caveman at that time. So, there were these various processes I had to process with my partner while we did spiritual work together.
One issue which effected our personal relationship is that my partner was not able to open her own Light. She needed me to use my astral body to clear her astral body by bringing in the Light. First. we were traveling hundreds of miles and up to a thousand miles in a weekend on a regular basis. I was healing and teaching people to handle the Light. My partner asking me to take her to the Light during the week was more work for me. And, in addition, she had been raised Catholic in a Cathlolic country in Europe. So, she had this constant sense of me being like Jesus. This was driving me nuts. I had no intent on emulating Spiritual Masters who would be viewed as non-human.
I embraced my human nature. Yet, often the work of taking people to the Light opened me to this projection of being non-human. This incessant ideation of being a cult figure is a serious problem. To break free from this problem, I had to contnually delve into my human nature to release the core issues. Being center of attention is a human experience. Being loved, respected and cherished by many people is an honor. Yet to be expected to be perfect continually then be criticised and judged for being a real human is a intense emotional stress. It becomes a crisis when those around you cannot handle the stress with you. The stresses on my partners working on handling my public life was immense. There was the personal intensity of sharing dreams and telepathy. From what I have been told by past partners, that part was intense. In addition, adding the intensity that I had mutual dreams, healing dreams and telepathy added dimensions of intensity. One major issue was jealousy. Naturally, any partner who could not handle the layers of Soul Group issues could not handle relationship with me. Letting go of intimacy is heart breaking. I needed to understand how to handle extreme layers of intimacy while in partnership.
A lot of Twin Flame authors refer to Surrender often. Surrender has many layers of self for certain. I have never had a problem with Surrendering to relationship. I have documented my astral merging processes since I was sixteen years old. I have been focusing on intimacy–intimacy in the astral, intimacy in mutual dreams, sharing dreams, sharing experiences in both Life and Light. Imagine merging in the astral with a partner in the Light. This is to me is the ultimate merging experience. I have yet to discuss sexual intimacy referring to being in the Light. I can state that astral mering with a partner in the Light is erotic. There is no sexual equivalent by merely having sex. It is true that you do not need to touch. It is also true that you can be at distance from anywhere in the world. Our Astral Beings are not bound by time nor space. However, to harness the energy of both Souls, they must be united in the physical. The physical is where we manifest as human beings. The purpose of the merge is harness the creative power of both Souls.
Being able to handle Light in relationship requires equal power as well as equal vulnerability. Handling both power and vulnerability requires emotional and mental honesty. As layer of psyche and emotion release deeper patterns of memories, astral connections with other astral beings in the Soul Group–family, friends, clients, students, people we meet anywherre and everywhere–both partners need to be able to hold the space and time to heal with eachother as well as transform, shift and evolve as a partnership to gain power as team, a couple.
This entire process is like making a soup or fruit smoothie. All of the ingredients are added to create layers of taste, texture, nutritional value. The end result is an edible meal. A relationship has so many other layers that all those parts need to come together wiith the finesse of a chef creation. In other words, the couple needs to be presentable to offer a pallette of heaing and teaching within the Soul Group. If nothing is happening but emotional chaos, there is no central power and there is not discernable intelligence. And, there is no spiritual teachings. From out of the ashes, a Pheonix should arise. If that is not happening for both partners in synchronisation, their partnership is not a Twin Flame Union. It seems to sound harsh. The standard for a relationship should not be whether it is a Twin Flame Union or not. The standard should be the Surrender of Power and Vulnerabiity to create Intimacy, period. A Twin Flame Union is not necessary to feel love, be in love, be in life long committed relationship.
A Twin Flame Union should not be viewed as the only way to evolve. All along, people evolved. I came into this life with astral experience and developed astral navigation as a child. I thought my first rellationship was going to be my last. We both thought and felt we would be together forever and especially after we merged in the Light as astral beings. Yet, that relationship became the foundation for more than I imagined would come to pass. The only reason I felt called to seek out and find my Twin Fllame is because of meditation, self-realization and open discussions with Soul Mates over my lifetime. Knowing that I had reached this point where I could not feel emotionally comfortable with any other partner than someone I could share the depth, the Light of my Heart, I realized I could no longer be with a Soul Mate based partner.
For some, it may come as a complete shock of realization that a Twin Flame can exist. For me, it is my llfetime of enlightenment, meditating, asking the Light, waiting for visions and voices for guidance. I expect to meet a Twin Soul who is as familiar with me n the astral, in dreams as I am herself. Before the past year, I did not understand how to handle a Twin Flame articulating what her experience of me meant to her. Now, after deep self-reflection, I do understand that though we may have this astal awareness of each other, our language, terminology, words, metaphors to describe and explain our own individual and unique perceptions may be different. And, I have to be prepared to handle dialogue, discusion, asking “What did you mean?”; “Why are you saying this or that word?”; “What does that mean to you?”; “What does this relationship mean to you?” Things I took for granted because I was going by my own psychic senses, I can no longer take for granted. I have to be clear and clarify. This is a process to clear out the emotional and mental confusion surrounding communicating intimately, fine tuning, learning to compare and contrast each other’s awareness of self, each other and life.
I also believe that if we think we are starting out in a Soul Mate relationship, we may end up in a Twin Flame relationship if both parties continue on the ultimate path of Surrender and Intimacy. It is my goal to highlight as many spiritual based relationship issues as possible and share them so that as our world evolves, people can initiate Spiritual Relationships earlier and earlier at younger and younger ages. This evolovution brings a balance to the planet. Instead of single mothers, divorce rates and scattered broken hearts throughout each land mass and island, we can work toward bringing more enlightenment to more people, sooner, younger and prepare them to handlle the evolution of Life and Light.
I do write for those who can understand the intention of the information I share as I am humbly offering it knowing that those who receive it are endowed with experience and knowledge and are working through similary relationship issues as spiritual beings evolving on a spritually evolving planet. Breaking free from the power stuggles to be able to share our spiritual selves has been an evolutionary process and we need to be able to handle more intimacy as we surrender to the planetary healing to support each other. No one does this work alone while we may feel alone. My dream, demonstrating the Power of Flying regardless of a Storm System emerging opened me to share more about Power and Vulnerability. Relation–ship is all about handling Fair Weather and Stormy Weather. Can we fly together? That is the question. That answer, “Yes!”
Namaste,
Jedhi
I learned to meditate by tuning into all the senses of my body. So, I do not do chakra system meditation. I focos on every sensation and pay attention to any feeling and emotion arising.
From there, I can tune in with My inner ears and eyes. In 1995, I made a break through. I was focusing on fear I my heart. I was considering breaking up with the little did I know then would be a major love if my.life. I told her what I was considering and she asked me to think about it. So, I was meditating on my Heart. Next, I found my self as a pointing awareness. That part was not new.
The new part was seeing an electrical webbing of Gold fibers of Light. The question I had asked for my meditation was this: “What am I afraid of?” I knew I was inside of my Heart. I hovered inside my Golden Plasmic Heart. I felt Joy.
By the end of our relationship when she ran and hid in fear, not ever actually breaking uo with me but just dropping off the map, I experienced us as Gold Plasma Light Beings, merging up to the waist. I woke out of that in intense soul pain.
It should be no wonder that when I recant the depth of Heart, Soul, and Light Beings, I am having spiritual experiences which are painful as well as ecstatic. It should be no wonder that I am single as of yet. My experiences of being a human are not for the faint of heart. No former partner would disagree.
All of my relationships are bound in soul connection. After reading the Seven Levels of Intimacy again, I realize that although my relationships are always spiritual and soul based, I have been evolving to release Wants vs Needs.
Each relationship, my Wants were less as I have up unnecessary ideals, goals, earthly possessions. As I let go of Wants, I was pitted against Needs. In my case, I have to give up ideals of Capitolism from which I was raised. I realized early that earthly possessions weighed me down, usurped energy.
I left the Grid and went Off Grid. That challenged each partner. As I opened my realizations to partners who explored living Off Grid with me. So, much of my relationships have been a mutual exploration of letting go of the Modern World Wants and shifting to the Old World Needs.
Living on the Edge of Worlds, World Values, I emphasized my Dreams and Astral Experiences. I allowed my self to feel guided. Partners were also on board until hitting their Edge of Perceptual expansion. That left me continuing my own process on my own. My entire adult life of relationship has been an Evolutionary Soul Process. I have had discussions about Soul Evolution with former partners. I had gauged my Soul Growth with Soul Matesans Soul Flames through deep discussions comparing and contrasting our individual growth.
I leave no pain orders unexamined. After self-reflection, becoming aware of my own feelings and emotions, I open my self to communicate about my discoveries. Fortunately, I began in my first relationship. Over time, I have learned a tremendous amount about Self and Other.
There is less guess work about and from within relationship. Yet I have been adjusting to the bare essence, the bare essential truth of being aware and responsible to communicate clearly and not so clearly is a full on sense of being authentic and real. There is no hiding behind an Open Heart.
I had to understand what it would feel like to open my Heart all the time without fear of people outside of my relationship crossing boundaries, creating tension, criticising, judging, making intimacy difficult to manage from within a relationship. Last year, I opened my Heart Light to share with the World. I realized that my Twin Flame and I are on the path of Sharing vs Covering our Heart Light.
I have learned a great deal over the past year. Light coming through me magnetized and catalyzed various people. I was handling a lot of processing with others. Then I got to a standstill of realization, I needed to focus manifesting my Twin Flame relationship. I accomplished core healing issues with several people and groups. This process opened me to understand the emotional impact my spiritual work has on others outside one on one relationship as well as holding boundaries again and again. Opening my Heart Light, I opened vulnerable soul connections with richer depth of experience.
I have discussed being extra-sensitive yet I always need to emphasize the sensory experience as visceral. In order to open to more sensory experience, I had to heal the fear of feeling pain of others. To be understood, I repeat the fact that my experiences of feeling other people’s trauma has been palpable and real for me. Experiences of other people’s traumatic memories has been daunting. I have had to face fear in so many variations exhaustive to my physical body. Because of that, I require a partner who is aware of and holds space and time for my internal shifts from self awareness to other. Meanwhile, I have only wanted to experience my self with a partner. Being psychic has been a challenge. My Twin Flame is My Ultimate Challenge. No one can handle being One on One Psychic and Not Feel the Light from Within without Intention, Focus and Heart.
Admittedly, I did not believe anyone could keep up with me as a Human opening to My Light Being. My first first hurdle to have faith in another Human can handle processing the Light with me as a Soul. The second was to release all of my fear of being manipulative and manipulated because of my vulnerability was a challenge to my Power. Those were no small feats. I had to open my Heart and submerge into depths of my life experiences of fear. I had to open every crevice hiding in my Heart. That was painfilled. Those releases fleshed out my fear of Being Loved. I had to open to my Core Soul Needs. That opened me to realize I had to let go of the Fear of Being Loved, Heard, Seen, Felt as feel my own self. I am so sensitive and I can only expect a partner to be so sensitive. Else, I have no interest.
And, my sensitivity spectrum had to match my behavior. I had outgrow my thought patterns coupled with my memory emotional patterns to shift and change so my Outer Self Reflects my Inner Self. Also, that was no party. Well, it was a big party. I invited past partners and other friends to process all these issues with me. Meanwhile, I made my Heart available to their processes. So, yes I did have an International Intimacy Processing Party for a year. I was leaving no stone unturned.
Although, as Queen sings, “The show must go on…”: I am now Avaialable for my Twin Flame relationship.
I have never been so clear, felt so heart free (at least since opening to adult relationship), and all my ducks are in a row. It only took me 30 years since being a teenager. But not everyone is challenged with memories of other people’s pasts and futures. Understanding my self was no walk in the park. I am not even mentioning all the variations of space and time altered realities I had to sort through to find my self. All in all, I figured how I handle my reality.
All of my own experience and gleaning understanding, I plan on being present and available to and my Partner. It is a whole new relationship reality which I feel is worth sharing and learning from being available to feeling bonded in a more focused sense of serving with other. I have been working towards releasing intense anxiety which comes from fearing loss of self, of goals, of being able to track emotions and learn to allow them overly emerge.
The whole Twin Flame relationship requires such deep core awareness of self, of other and of being aware of each other. It is like Being inside a Hall of Mirrors. Yet, although no one is looking, everyone wants and needs to know. It is like Being a teenager again. Family and friends being are attentive to observe meanwhile you are vying for privacy. Yielding to privacy yet opening to process openly allowed the ultimate reward releasing my hardest to release internal fears of being heard and seen, being transparent. As self-absorbed as I felt, there is no regret but gratitude.
My Heart Light Mediations opened me to be able to express Love, Fear and without fear of abandonment, rejection, loss, criticism, judgement, and various other emotional attachment.
I used to be very cautious in sharing feelings. I stopped crying at age 5 years old. I opened to crying after my first relationship ended and learned to cry with partner at age 26 years old. So, the last year and a half has been a marathon, a decathalon, race to the finish line-none too slow. And, I made it a year and a half before my fiftieth birthday. What can I do now? Oh, yeah, I can still have an authentic Heart to Heart relationship with friends and loved ones.
Okay, “I am ready and willing whenever your are ready and willing”, I say to my Other Half.
Namaste,
Jedi
I have been hesitating and postponing writing about Astral Sex. The reason? Astral Sex is Sacred Sex. Astral Sex without intent is equivalent to Spiritual Rape. Just as an adult would not have sex with a child, a responsible Awakened Being would not seduce an UnAwakened Being. I have been sharing writing on my own experiences to share the reality of experiencing the depths of spirituality from within intimate, romantic relationship. There are various spiritual practitioners around the world who have no access or real world descriptions of psychic and spiritual experiences.
The old world mystical schools, teachings and teachers, gave impressions of various experiences through metaphors and instructions by complicated techniques. In reality, spiritual experience occurs when we become closer to our nature. Our intelligence has evolved through accessing our natural awareness, our direct perceptions of reality. Over the course of time, we lost much of our natural abilities because we lost ancestral memories through violence between clans, tribes and nations.
Now, we are regaining our spiritual heritage as we have been healing ancestral memories as well as interactign with Soul Mates, Soul Flames and Twin Flames. Our natural capacity to open to the natural world of sense perception and experience has been allowing people to release the mental programming which has limited our definition of reality.
There are natural barriers to opening to direct perception. Our ideas, concepts, ideals, coulds, shoulds, woulds and other self-limiting self-admonishing, self-anhilating blame, shame and guilt cause us to fear our real experiences. The fear and doubt places us under constant stress, emotional anxiety. Other people also can become aggressive and abuse and use other’s by dominating them by creating more fear and doubt. Fear and doubt become and never ending circumstance.
The astral experience is a real experience. Never the less, those Unawakened are not accustomed to the experiences. While unaware, they are not conscious to the experiences. When they become conscious, they must go through a period of realizing, processing and letting go of the fear and doubt about their own perceptions. People may feel controled or seduced beyond their will power. It takes self-reflection to process who we are as human beings and who we are as we grow and become aware of our spiritual beings.
There are those who will abuse and use sexual power in the astral for their mere pleasure without care. Metaphors about incubus and succubus, vampires and such are examples of lore which arose out the abuse of the astral for sexual power over others. Dominating another spiritual being is possession. Possession is real.
As we are shifting and moving through an Age of Awakening of Masses, those of us who understand the responsibility we have to create adult dialogue about these issues in our own circles of friends are coming out of our own fear of being persecuted and humiliated for our knowledge. Sharing previously secret and sacred intimate knowledge requires courage and strength. The more we can empower ourselves to openly share, to create safety, security and trust, the more we can create a world of co-creation. We are breaking through ancient taboos. Love is the way. Awareness and Choice are keys to Equality, Liberty and Justice for All.
Namaste
Jedhi
“Few recognize the enormous power of relationship as a vehicle for mutual healing— physical, emotional and spiritual. Or the power of the “true heart” to awaken us from the emotional trance that relationships sometimes induce. Or the possibilities of seeing our beloved as “the Beloved.” Levine, Stephen; Levine, Ondrea (2010-06-05). Embracing the Beloved: Relationship as a Path of Awakening . Knopf Doubleday Publishing Group.
Soul Retrieval… when love takes you to the depths of pain, risking being caught within the pain… Healing is hard to do… we go into pain we might otherwise never enter… But…
How deep is your love?
Have you heard about the family tragedies?
Have you heard about the broken hearts?
Have you heard about the broken dreams?
Have you heard about the emotional pain?
Have you heard about the physical pain?
Have you heard about the psychical pain?
Have you heard about the spiritual pain?
Have you felt that pain your heard about?
Have you cried with about pain together?
Have you shared your pain about the pain?
How deep is your love?
Are you willing to go into your lover’s dreams?
Are you willing to go into your lover’s nightmare?
Are you willing to face the her demons with her?
Are you willing to face the truth of her angels?
How deep is your love?
What is Soul Retrieval?
Soul Retrieval is the ability to enter a state of trance and transfer one’s conscious awareness to the soul memory of another person or animal. This prehistoric practice requires the knowledge given by spirit guides throughout the evolution of human conscious awareness.
An example of a Soul Retrieval
A female, age about fifty, client lays on a message table, I enter a state of trance. Once in trance, I am in a bathroom watching a male, age around thirty, wrapped in a towel and brushing his teeth. He is somewhat chubby, somewhat short black hair and looks like he is somewhat Italian. I come out of trance, discuss everything I saw, that the client immediately recognized the man and scene as being her husband at the time and place they were married. This simple recognition triggers her memories to release trauma about that relationship. Releasing that trauma about the relationship allows the client to process on her own–no counseling.
Another client who was a nurse, roughly fifty years old, I describe an umbilical chord to her. I see her as a twin birthed baby. That makes no sense to her. About a year or so later, a woman comes to me at an event where I am speaking as a presenter. She asks me, “Do you recognize me?” I am usually very good with faces since memory work is required to do psychic work. I cannot place her. She explains to me that after the healing, she discovered that she did have a twin at birth. She began losing over 50 pounds without dieting.
I could go on and on but chose very simple examples. I brought up the movie What Dreams May Come because that is an example of Soul Retrieval after a loved one dies. I highly recommend the movie.
In part, when we enter a one to one relationship with a partner, we are engaging in a soul merging process which has some elements of Soul Retrieval naturally embedded into the soul mate relationship. The elements of memories surfacing, painful and non-painful, empathy, sympathy, and hopefully deep core emotional bonding and communication. Those basic elements.
Other elements of Soul Retrieval inside of relationship is the psychic bonding such as mutual dreaming, extra-sensory communications such as telepathy, seeing visions and hearing voices of a loved one in trouble, or cheating and lying.
Soul Retrieval is the most ancient and natural form of the healing arts. Every indigenous peoples on the planet performed Soul Retrieval as it is the most innate psychic ability which we possess as humans–the ability to enter our dreams with our loved ones and seek out their soul memories to retrieve lost, fragmented and traumatized memories to the peace and light.
What Dreams May Come is an example of Soul Retrieval. Robin Williams plays the grieving husband and father who loses his family in a traumatic car accident. I highly recommend watching this film more than a few times.
Plot: Robin Williams’s character’ family dies in a tragic car accident. While grieving, Williams places his focus on a painting that his wife had been working on before her death. His memories begin to emerge, reliving important memories between him and his wife, and kids. While contemplating the incomplete art piece, a large oil painting, Williams finds himself entering the painting itself. Inside the dream of being in the painting, Williams is met by a familiar face. That familiar face takes him on a tour. During the tour of dreaming within the painting, the painted world becomes more real vs. imaginary. As the dream becomes more real, Williams begins to have memories of his wife and kids. As the memories unfold, the tour guide takes him to a realm where his wife is stuck in misery, a personal hell realm. Williams reconnects with his wife, aids her escape from eternal misery and is guided by the tour guide to take her to the light of heaven where he meets angels and discovers his spiritual core being.
That is what happens when:
A.) One enters into a trance or dream state
B.) While in trance or dream state meets spirit guides
C.) One or more spirit guides give the sojourner a tour
D.) Spirit guide(s) guide person to a loved one
E.) The loved one communicates with the sojourner
F.) The messages from the loved one are retrieved
G.) Sojourner returns from trance/dream with messages
H.) The message unlocks hidden/secret healing details
I.) The hidden secrets reveal healing to release fear, anxiety
J.) The physical and emotional body respond with pain
K.) When the pain is released, the body is triggered to heal
L.) The genetic DNA/RNA automatically release healing processes
M.) Unless loved one is deceased they will be brought to the light
These are our innate impulses from our own soul core beings. Over time, we learned to ignore these impulses through indoctrination of religion, giving our natural power to a central authority figure. In my tribal origins, the children are initiated at the age of two years old to meet with the ancestral spirit guides. Spirit guide training is processed throughout childhood in a fun and imaginative format. Children are given strict codes of conduct and yet given a free reign of imagination within those guide lines. This orientation exists within existing indigenous peoples on the planet yet are becoming extinct which is why I am writing this for you.
Applications:
1) Family
2) Loved Ones
3) Soul mates
Soul mate relationships will trigger the deepest core memories of the soul. Partnering up with a soul mate will cause the dreaming memories to merge whether either one or both partners are aware of this process. If one or both partners are unaware, the triggers will release pain and suffering to degrees that one and eventually both partners will be aggravated and irritated and intimacy will become a major problem, eventually leading to abuse of self or the beloved partner. In other words, one or both partners may retreat by alcohol or become verbally and physically violent. At that stage, both partners are battling for their own survival issues.
If only one partner is able to enter into dreaming state with the other partner, there is chance that the relationship may be retrievable. Ethically, this also requires intimacy between partners and doing a Soul Retrieval against the will of the soul mate is a transgression, a violation of spiritual freedom of will. Although when it occurs naturally, one partner may begin to experience dreaming with the other partner and be led to understand deeper metaphorical memory based information. In order for the healing to unfold, learning how to share the dream information becomes necessary. This sharing leads to deeper intimacy and requires both partners to become aware of the vulnerability of both partners as they enter into deep stages of soul growth. When this level is reached, the internal guidance of the mutual partnership begin to merge.
This merging process, all soul mates feel at some point and are aware of how it feels. However, the deeper the merging, the more each partner will feel shifts in vulnerability and feel as if each is losing her sense of being a self to the relationship. That is when there are trust issues which come up as each partner must sacrifice a certain amount of guarding the sense of being a separate self. A committed relationship will go through stages of learning how to trust each other by sharing deeper layers of intimacy. Accepting the psychic bonding, releasing fears of loss such as in fear the partner will become sick or wounded and die will be a constant process of letting go to the life and death processing of being soul in a human body–basically the meaning of the vows of marriage, through sickness and in health, until death do us part. When one of the partners parts, there will be a grieving process which also opens the living soul mate to experience the transition of the deceased soul mate evolve back the spirit realms. If both soul mates have evolved, there will be a time period which is opened for soul mates to be able to communicate between the physical and non-physical. This is a natural healing process of grieving to give the living soul mate the will to live with the knowledge of the spiritual realms in memory.
Again, What Dreams May Come is a good depiction of the stages of Soul Retrieval. Watch it more than once, more than a few times if you can or must. You can get the feel for the transitions of conscious awareness so that they become more clear to your mind.
Best Wishes,
Jedhi